The entirety of the universe consists of Ones and Zeros. Love and the Opposite of Love. These two opposites combine to form the sum of all consciousness / awareness. The sum of all that exists:
Consciousness= Love + Opposite of love.
Infinite- that which supersedes time and space. 1 and 0. The sum of all this is God.
1 = love
0 = (- love)
Time and space - all that is not infinite -the mechanism of the shadows- the physical universe.
Strive to become a 1 - God is 1 (love) - by striving to become a 1 through building a harmonious life, you become an active constructive partner with the universe. You develop an ability to create your own worlds. to shape reality as you see fit.
Now I must postpone until midnight - the beauty of this is only when there is no negative communication - massive amounts of destructive energy, assaults, and "need", come in at me as I sleep, but my blinds are closed. if I do not answer, all this is converted into massive awareness. As they assaulted me the entire origins of the universe and all matters of truth flashed before me.
Awareness= 1 - 0 or said another way - Awareness = love- need
This is an equation I have been writing about. But it is more complex, because there is no time element for any of these infinite elements. It becomes irrelevant whether the variable exists in past present or future. All that exist beyond time is associations - not cause and effect.
So love includes all love that potentially will be created in future, kinetically has happened in past, and is happening now in the present.
Also - there is a tier system in effect, meaning you are part of the awareness, love, or need you inspire/affect in others in the past, present or future.
[Old people inevitably contain a power. You become more powerful with each moment. .an old lady should be respected, but is also very dangerous. . you are interacting with all the energy of the different people who make up and have made up the energy of this old lady. . so interaction with her can be very beautiful. . or a bitter old lady can be very scary]
So human interaction becomes an infinitely complex, constantly flowing equation, especially when taken into account the 7 billion people interacting with each other on this planet, nearly all aware of each other's presence.
Awe at the timeless nature of both 1 and 0, of love and need. . .
(It becomes a brutally difficult burden the older and more interwoven into reality we get. . this is why it becomes increasingly important to be a hermit unless you are in social harmony i.e. making love to someone, preferably non stop).
But I believe good people of spirit who follow their hearts have an inner voice guiding them that helps make decisions that would otherwise be impossible for the human mind to compute. I knew I had to upload my Double Mirrors Theory by 1/1/2000, but didn't know why. Well this was before I knew of this tier system in awareness, so the purity of this action thank God was maintained (not clouded by the ulterior motive of obtaining spiritual credit by inspiring awareness in others.)
Or coming to Israel in January 1 of 1997- I followed my heart, and knew this would be good spiritually, but there was no way I could have known that it would lead directly and quickly to a Pacific island.
Nor did I yet know then about the dangers of old and ancient energy. .. like my car getting assaulted with negative energy. .
Ancient spiritually becomes an oxymoron. . . new places are always preferable. .. and safer. . old places have potential for huge spirituality but also the necessity of massive respect. With the presence of blatant disrespect, the dangers become extreme.
3000 years ago, Jewish priests took the Ark of Covenant to Ethiopia to a new temple to get away from a spiritually corrupted Jerusalem. . but all this I didn't know then. . and Jerusalem is holy for the unaware. . just as ignorance is bliss.
Self destruction- being convinced that your self image is too loving, and therefore the illusions you embody (body, money, etc) should be reduced (need increased). Even worse is to allow your spiritual DNA to decay (by a decrease of love, hiding from awareness, or shying from love)- this is the true defeat of a human. All human destruction is self destruction.
Trust - to increase assumption and therefore decrease awareness at that moment, as a giving action towards an other. This results an increase of love for them.
Assumption - a decrease or lack of awareness regardless of intent or outcome. this creates a vacuum which social predators can use to "capture" there way into the vacuum of energy resources wasted by the resulting reduction in awareness.
Paranoia - no trust - a realization that one cannot discriminate between trust and assumption in a non loving setting. . . hence the decision not to indulge in either. There is no spending of any trust or assumptions. .. if you are a hermit this is not bad. . but in a hostile social environment this is dangerous
Acceptance - the opposite of desire/need. This leads to love . . I was lying in bed "groking" and accepting the assaults around me not because I want them, but as an example of bad becoming good. Turning an attack into a blessing. . . the energy of one's attacker used against him as in kung fu, etc.
1 is motion. . it requires thought, movement to grok. . . this requires energy. . when there is too much 0 in our lives we don't have much energy. . so conserve energy. . I am meditating in bed in comfort. . . think about life for a few years. .. .. increase awareness gradually over time. . . time heals, meaning time allows for awareness to grow because of the kinetic nature of all energy spent in the physical universe, and the kinetic nature of the brain and mechanisms producing human thought and awareness. . . time is a resource for the physical creator, which then can result in timeless rewards. .. and then you grok in fullness. . . and massive amount of 1 are waiting to be spent
Luck - there is no such thing as luck or coincidence. . All energy comes from God, by definition.
Time and space of the physical universe being used to increase the awareness in the universe is what a human creator strives for. But we are limited in time and space. . . our finite bodies expire. So there is beauty in efficient action and the maximization of time. . the beauty of kung fu is in its precise and efficient movements. . . .
Spend energy efficiently and you don't need to conquer mass amounts of consciousness/attention and you don't have many needs. . . just love. Fear / need is the opposite of love.
Or you can be a glutton and develop infectious needs that feed off themselves, growing, and feeding them with more consciousness - Larry Flint (publisher of Penthouse Magazine) becoming a drug addict, feeding it with his magazine which has a greater source of attachment (desire), etc ... even after becoming a hermit, which further increased his energy efficiency and consumption capacity. He was living in a world of endless needs, feeding on themselves. Love (1) can feed off itself, and so can need (0).
Every individual has own unique combinations, and cannot really be judged, and endless results can be imagined. . . . Modern society means more awareness can be communicated quickly to more people. There are more needs in our world then in ancient society, but also the potential for more spiritual awareness rapidly spreading, or the most powerful prophet ever imagined. . . man from mars (stranger in a strange land) or Jessa in (last day) being examples in fiction of using the global new media to spread a vision of love like an an atomic reaction, feeding off itself, and rapidly spreading. . . .
Of course the way to become infinite is to have extremes of the love inducing variables:
be a hermit, have massive awareness invested, love one or many in a controlled setting, and need nothing. . . (a monk on a lone mountain, or a love cult, or other prophets being various examples).